Disbelief

I've been so tired all day, but am I asleep at nearly 2:30 AM? No, because now when I should be fast asleep I can't sleep. I just cannot sleep. There aren't words to express how sad I feel. I miss my baby. I can't believe he/she is gone. I just can't believe it.

Lord, I need you now. I am brokenhearted and crushed in spirit. I feel so sad and lonely. You've promised to be near me at this time. Be near me now, and give me sleep.